philosophical
Weddings and Me
The reason this makes me so frustrated is because I have so many friends who are getting married and having kids. Continue reading
Very Meta
Like right now, I’m thinking about the fact that I’m thinking about writing this entry. It goes on and on in this horrendous circle until I get distracted by something else. Continue reading
On Impending Doom
So they’d attack Kerry, not Bush, and they’d do it today. In fact they may yet do it tonight. Continue reading
Pretty
Before I stepped in, I caught a glimpse of myself in the bathroom mirror. Continue reading
How Bizarre
The “One Hit Wonders” show just included OMC’s “How Bizarre” in the list. The last clip from the video was the line wanna know the riffs? hey, buy the rights! I have always believed they included that because they took the damn tune from the old “Spanish Harlem” song. Okay, I better get out of … Continue reading
Girl With Friends
Now that I have become girl-with-friends, I have also started needing to help everybody. My self-esteem is poor enough that in my head I dream of telling my friends “I’m not worth being friends with, don’t waste your time on me” and for some reason nobody around me seems to believe I could really feel … Continue reading
Making Friends Through LiveJournal
Oddly enough I find you are all special to me, even those of you I don’t know outside of LJ and don’t really communicate with much. By reading your journals I feel somehow closer to you and interested in your life. I wonder sometimes if anybody is interested in me, but I suppose people read … Continue reading
Brains are Cool
I was thinking “wow, the brain is a really remarkable instrument” when I realized I really hope nothing ever happens to mine. I’d hate to have any kind of terminal disease or be in any kind of major accident. In a way I feel like I already have – the battle with the urticaria – … Continue reading
Friendship
I wonder why I make friends and then drift away from them. I guess I’m very self-absorbed. I have a couple of people I’m really close to and stay close to, but then sometimes I’ll make a friend, talk with them a lot, get sort of close, and then – stop. This has happened a … Continue reading
Candlelight Vigil
Okay, so, about this candlelight vigil thing. I’m not planning to do it. It’s not that I’m not upset, it’s not that I don’t want to show sympathy, it’s not that I don’t feel for the dead and those they’ve left behind. It’s not even that I won’t take time out from a busy evening … Continue reading