I thought I was going to make it through the day without eating anything off my diet. But I had a couple of bites of pecan pie, and I had more than a few handfuls of trail mix. No wonder I’m not losing any weight at all - I’m still totally sedentary and I’m still eating almost exactly what I should be in order to maintain rather than lose. It pisses me off, it makes me sad. I can’t exercise - I don’t exercise. Maybe I will try again to use the stationary recumbent bike downstairs…but I’m not sure where it went now that the Xmas tree is down there. It’s just downright depressing. I mean, I’m glad I’m not gaining, at least I can maintain, but it’s my own fucking fault that I’m not losing. Aw shit, I’m just depressed.