Do you think having 73 pictures of Toadstool is overkill? I can’t help it. She’s an old lady, and she’s had some close calls recently. In January she wasn’t eating or drinking and got so dehydrated she had to stay at the vet’s overnight (this was a couple of days after Wu left us). Since then she’s been on wet food pretty much exclusively, and it seems to have reduced the barf episodes to once or twice a week (as opposed to four or five days a week, with at least one episode a day, with multiple - uh, products). She’s really stiff and old now, and her paw is still swollen with the mast cell tumor. She’s had a couple of episodes of neurological tics (I took the video because A wasn’t home and I wanted her to see what was happening) and she’s been having multiple episodes of feeling unwell - where we can just tell she feels really bad and uncomfortable.

So she’s going to go soon. She’s 16 years old. I worry every time I go to sleep, go to work, go out, anything - I worry she won’t be here when I get back. Hence the tons of pictures and videos. Because I worry about my old girl.