The prognosis is not good for Wubie. When A got to work she called to speak to the doctor and it seems the outlook is not so rosy. So A was calling to ask about that choice we didn’t want to make. Do we put her through the cardiology exam, or just let her go quietly now? I decided that if there was any chance she might get to come home with us again, I would hate to have put her down. She is first on the cardiologist’s schedule now. Hopefully we will find out soon. If her heart disease is severe we will both leave work to be there as she is put to sleep. If it isn’t too severe, they will try her on heart drugs and see how she responds over 24 hours. But it’s not good. I am finding myself looking at pet loss websites. For now I think I am numb until we hear something further.

Added: Okay, no more looking at pet loss websites. I was reading the rainbow bridge story and now I’m in tears.